Today is my birthday and I am severely depressed. I have no friends, hardly any family, and I am a lesbian when I don’t want to be while being head over heels for someone who never cared about me. I have a crappy minimum wage job while still living at home. I hate having mental illnesses, autism, and ADHD. The only way for me to be at peace is me laying 6 feet under. And I want to be at peace so badly. There is nothing to live for.